I've got a long way to go.

I thought it would be easy to kick the habit. It is not at all easy. I am fighting demons that are following me, and attacking me at every corner. I cannot do this on my own, and my most loyal friends are helping me out. It seems that some of my other friends are selfish, greedy, assholes.

Symptoms that I have:

• restlessness
• muscle pain
• bone pain
• insomnia
• cold flashes
• goose bumps
• involuntary leg movements
• watery eyes
• runny nose
• loss of appetite
• irritability
• panic
• chills
• sweating

Is it not simply great? You would not want to be me.