Best Friends

Sometimes life is not the best. Sometimes life does not go your way. Other times you realize that even when things do not go your way – it still works out OK. Yesterday was one of the finest days that I have ever had hanging out with Leslie. I guess it was such a great day because I have finally accepted the fact that her and I may never date, but I am finally OK with that. I simply care about her so much that I could not imagine losing her as a friend. It would not be worth it to lose her in any way, shape, or form. She is such a great friend that I could never imagine being without her by my side in this life. I know, I sound like a sap – it is great though. I have never had such a great friend by my side. I know I am going off on a long lecture about her – sorry. It is just so great having a great friend like her. She is just one of those people that I can have fun with doing the dumbest of shit; for instance – playing in the leaves. I have not played in the leaves since I was much younger. It was actually a great feeling – I finally felt that the world was not so bad after all, and maybe I have a reason to carry on. The weirdest part about the whole thing was that it was not a feeling of love that I had for her; it was the deepest caring that I have ever felt for anyone. I just simply cannot explain it well enough. I am going to quit typing now – I am rambling.